Saturday, December 23, 2006



HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY GIRL!
Maya turns one!


Been thinking a lot about how Maya's birth mother is doing today. It is December 24th in Taiwan. I wonder about her all of the time. I looked at her picture the other day and it all came back to me. I wonder if she is hurting. I wonder if she is trying to go about her day trying to forget the unforgetable. I wonder. I hope she is okay. I hope she can feel peace in her decision. I hope she knows through our post adoption updates that Maya is thriving and that she is a happy, curious and very busy little girl. I hope that she knows how much Maya is loved. I hope she knows that Maya will know her someday. I hope.

So Happy Birthday little one. What a gift you are.

6 comments:

Dim Sum, Bagels, and Crawfish said...

Happy Birthday, Maya! May all of your wishes come true and may this new year bring you more miracles and happiness!

Janalee, I also thought about Camille's birthmother a lot on her birthday. I feel such a mixture of sadness for her family in Taiwan and gratitude to them. And like you, wondering and hoping they know how much we treasure and love Camille.

I am sure there is lots of celebrating going on in your house this weekend! So many miracles to be grateful for...Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you and your family!

Anonymous said...

I know how you feel. Aaron turned 1 a few weeks ago and I couldn't get his birthmother out of my mind. It had to be a hard day for her. We were celebrating his specail day and we own it all to a very specail lady on the other side of the world!
Stacy

Anonymous said...

You have GOT to stop writing things that make me cry!!!! What beautiful thoughts.. *hug*... the same thoughts many of us entertain over and over, we are with you hon. I can't believe how big she is getting! How wonderful!

Anonymous said...

Happy Birthday, Maya!
Sarah and Kevin from the adopttwaiwan group.
http://journeytohannahclaire.blogspot.com/

Ann said...

Happy birthday to Maya. It's so good that you are still thinking of her birthmother and although I don't know how that feels(yet) I'm sure that it is a mix of emotions. But your insight, compassion and gratitude toward Maya Bmother will be a gift that she will cherish one day.

TaiwanMommy said...

Jan- you're having a tough time too? Gosh, we NEED to do coffee. Really REALLY need to do coffee, because I'm *not* a happy girl these days. Do you still have my number? If so, call.. cause I lost yours! Whooops!

xoxo
val